Monday, April 26, 2010

HSING...UNDEVELOPED POTENTIAL

ALSO HSING WAYS AND SOUND HEALING...A SPARK, A STAR, THE CHINESE PICTOGRAM FOR STAR AND TO BE BORN...

HSING AS UNDEVELOPED POTENTIAL...

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

PERIPETEIA...MOMENT OF MAXIMUM INTENSITY...REVERSAL

SHAME AS MASTER CONTROL EMOTION...FEAR OF EXPOSURE AND BEING CAUGHT IN THE ACT AGAIN...

SHAME IS BARBI-CAN FORTRESSING IN IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT....

SHAME IS MEDIATION TRAFFIC CONTROL AS POWER SEEKING GREATER THAN LOVE...

SHAME IS FEAR IN THREAT OF LOSS...THAT SOMETHING HELD WILL BE TAKEN AWAY...


SHAME IS IN CONCERT WITH ALIENATION FROM FULL AND HEALTHY SEXUALITY...


SHAME IS IN THE 'BLUE BOMBING' OF THE CINDERS OF SELF...
A SIN DARES STATE OF BEING IN DESIRE YET FEAR OF EXPOSURE...








SHAME IS PEOPLE ONLY LEARN WHAT THEY DISCOVER FOR THEMSELVES...IT IS KNOWING DESIRE AND NEED BECOME PAIN STATES WHEN SATISFACTION IS UNDULY POSTPONED...
SHAME SEEKS POWER AND COLLIDES WITH DIONYSIAN FERTILITY REVERIE OF CRAZE AND CRAVE...SHAME BECOMES MASKED IN 'INTENSITY-DENSITY' OF AL CO HAUL LICK STATES AS RELEASE................

DIONYSIAN STRENGTH






A MASQUER, AN IMPROVISER.......ECSTASIS...TO ENABLE YOU TO STOP BEING YOURSELF...AT LEAST FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME...TEARING AND RENDING...........

DIONYSIAN SEXUAL EXCITEMENT AND SUPERHUMAN STRENGTH....TEARING APART...REMAKING..........EXCESSES BREED COUNTER-REACTIONS...





VIOLENCE AND THE SACRED
VIOLENCE IS THE HEART AND SECRET SOUL OF THE SACRED... VIOLENCE FEEDS ON THE OBJECTS INTENDED TO SMOTHER THE FLAMES... SACRIFICE IS THE CONDUCTOR OF GROUP ELECTRICITY...






IGNITES, SPARKS, FIRES UP PASSIONS


CREATIVE EROS CONSCIOUSNESS ENTERING THE 'INNER NOON' AWARENESS WITHIN A CLOSED CIRCLE OF RECURRENCE-MEDIATION...OPPORTUNITY OF RISK TAKING TO LEAVE VIGILANCE PATTERNS OF SEEING SHADOWS ON INNER CAVE WALLS...TO LET GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT YOU...

ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS[ARISTOTLE]...WOMB-TOMB OF NATURE...










ENTHUSIASMOS-WILD STATE OF HOLY INSPIRATION
SPARAGMOS-RENDING, TEARING, MANGLING, CONVULSIVE SPASMS...........
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RENE GIRARD-VIOLENCE AND THE SACRED

HOW TO AVOID CONTAMINATION OF A VIOLENT PERSON'S VIOLENCE...
YET ARRANGE MATTERS SO THAT NOBODY EXCEPT THE CULPRIT 'HIMSELF' IS DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS DEATH, SO THAT NOBODY IS OBLIGED TO RAISE A FINGER AGAINST HIM...



[ABANDONED W/O PROVISIONS ...TRAPPED, CORNERED...IN A DESERT, IN MID OCEAN...GREED , DEATH VALLEY BATTLE....QUANTUM OF SOLACE ENDING]...........

DECISIVE SELF CONTAINED VIOLENCE IMPLODING IN ON ITSELF...
A FORM WHICH WILL PUT AN END , ONCE AND FOR ALL TO VIOLENCE ITSELF...A FORM OF VIOLENCE DISTANT FROM RECIPROCAL, RETALIATORY, RITUALS...RITUAL SACRIFICE, INSTITUTIONAL, LEGAL...
///////////////////////////////////////////////////EYES AND THOUGHTS...THE DIRECTOR MOVES INVISIBLY...NOTICING AND GUIDING..........



TO SENSE INTEGRATION AWARENESS...........

Monday, April 19, 2010

IT IS BEING PREPARED FOR THE THING ONE ASKS FOR EVEN AS THERE ISN'T THE SLIGHTEST SIGHT OF IT IN SIGHT...

INTUITIONS AND INSTINCTS IN A DYNAMISM...FOR THE EROS WOMAN-CHILD MOVES THROUGH STATES OF WISHES AND DREAMS...
READINESS IN HEALTH...FOR CONGESTIONS OF THINGS CAUSE CONGESTIONS IN THE BODY...THE LAWS OF HEALTH AND INTEGRITY OF USE...THE STORED AWAY AND THE BLOCKED/INHIBITED OF DENIALS/ LEVERAGE AND POWER CONTROLZ OF FORTRESSINGS...BARBI-CAN SHAME AND COLLECTION-ACCUMULATION OF SELFISHNESS...
THE DISCONNECTION OR DISSOCIATION IN SPLITTING OFF FROM ONE'S ESSENTIAL ENERGIES...
INTUITION GUIDES THE WAY OUT OF REVERIE AND BLINDNESS...
ONE PAYS SUFFERINGS FOR NOT ACTING IN HEALTHY GENERATIVENESS OR WHOLISM OF BEING...SELF DECEPTION COSTS ORGANIC INTEGRITY...
A CORRESPONDENCE OF ILLNESS AND NON FUNCTION...A BURIED TALENT...A DESTROYED POTENTIAL...A DENIED ENERGY................
FEAR EATS VITALITY...........
TO FORGIVE SELF...TO FORGIVE BETRAYALS OF YEARS OF MEDIATION AS A CONSEQUENCE OF FEELING POWERLESS...TO RELEASE THE VIOLENCE WITHIN INTO STEPS OF AFFIRMING LOVE OF GOING TO...
OXYGEN..............................BREATH...........................MOTION...........................
TIDAL STRENGTHS IN TRANSFORMATIVE CHOICES.................A GENIUS IN OPPORTUNITY OF RELEASING............
TO KNOW THE CONFIDENCE IN DOING REALNESS OF SELF A LITTLE MORE EVERYDAY......
TO FACE PERSONAL WALLINGS OF JERICHO FIRES AND ICES...BEING OUT OF THE POTENTIAL , BEING IN WILL TO TAKE DOWN THE BARRIERS...................

Sunday, April 18, 2010

LIKE A PLANT...ONE MUST HAVE DORMANT PERIODS IN WHICH TO STORE UP MATERIAL FOR THE NEXT FLOWERING-LOUISE NEVELSON


'YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT THINGS AGAIN AND AGAIN, UNTIL THEY THEMSELVES BEGIN TO SPEAK'-SIGMUND FREUD

BLEEDING 1988 AS THE GIRL IN THE HELMET CRIES

TREMORS OF PUNCTURED ORIFICES MUST BE
FILLED
SOUNDS
ARE TOO MUCH FOR
ME
NO GROWTH AS SHE HOLDS MY HAND
DIGGING IN HER DESPERATENESS
PROVOKING DIGNITY
NO ONE SPEAKS FOR THE HELMET GIRL
SHE CRUSHES A RAISIN IN HER EAR
THE PURPLE STIRRUP STATRS TO BLEED
A PAN-NICK TERROR
GRASPING ATTACHING AND HOLDING
FOR WHAT ELSE IS THERE....
[ANNETTE CATIAN-SECO HAWAII, 1988.]

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

NEW LIFE, NEW FORMS, NEW POSSIBILITY


WAVES OF VARIATIONS AND WORTHINESS...DIVERSITY AND PURPOSE...POTENTIAL AND EXCITEMENT...
TO ENCOUNTER THE OVERTHROW OF FALSE HOMEOSTASIS AS ONE IS DIVIDED WITHIN...TO SEE THE 'DEAD CERTAIN' MEANS OF 'SHAME' BARBICAN FORTRESSING THAT LEVERAGES AND THWARTS USING GREAT AMOUNTS OF PAIN TO HIDE THE SELF...
IT IS SELF BLOCKING, PARTITIONING, DENIAL AND PROJECTIONISM...TOO MUCH DAMNED IN BELIEF INVESTED IN 'HARD EARNED WAYS AND BEHAVIORS'...
DEADNESS IN NUMBINGS AND ANAESTHESIA OF REAL..................THE AL CO HAUL LICK MENTALITY OF 'DEAD CERTAIN' AS CONTROL IS IMPOSITION CORRIDORINGS IN IMAGE MANAGEMENT...THE DESIRE IN IMITATION GREATER THAN FREEDOM IN TRUTH OF URGENCY...
TO DECIDE SEEDINGS OF WHAT IS TO BE LOVED AND 'BELOVED'.........TO RECEIVE IN ASSERTIONS OF URGENCY NEEDS THAT ARE NOT FILTERED BY TENETS OF MEDIATION SATISFYING THE IMPOSITION ORDER...THE CASTRATION ORDERING OF WHAT CAN I LIVE WITH AND WHAT CAN I GET AWAY WITH................THE CASTRATION OF WEBBED 'WILFULLNESS' OR WEBBED 'DEFIANCE' THAT IS NOT TRUTH OF URGENCY------------
TRUE WILL IS IN GENERATIVENESS IN SEEDS SEEKING AND SEED INSEMINATION OF REAL WILL................
SORTHING SEEDS.............SORTING THINGS THAT MATTER...........
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GREAT MOTHER/SON LOVER ARCHETYPE
THE SON'S FUTURE IS THE MOTHERS PAST..SHE IS RESISTANT TO HIS GROWTH.....TO CONTROL HIS FUTURE BY DESTROYING HIS SUN HORSE.........THE HERO MUST FIRST BURY HIS MOTHER............
MOTHER MIRROR...
THE GREAT MOTHER HAS POWER TO ENCHANT AND CHAMGE MEN INTO ANIMALS.........TO SMITE WITH MADNESS, A MOON GODDESS...
SENSAMORA AS ACOUSTICAL EVER PRESENT SEXUAL-EROTICIZED ENVIRONMENT FOSTERING THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS AGGRESSIONS OF EROS-LUNACY IN CONSUMPTIONS...
THE MONEY MISTRESS OF WILD ANIMALS.SHE RULES ALL MALE CREATURES WHO IN THE FORM OF BULL AND LION[BEAR ALOFT HER THRONE]...
GREAT MOTHER DISPLAYS HER GENITALS IN RITUAL EXHIBITIONISM...
PIG RECEPTIVITY...THE DEVOURING CHASM OF GNASHING, SNAPPING, CASTRATING............
TO BECOME THE HERO ONE MUST ENDURE THE PERILS OF THE UNDERWORLD...THE VOID...THE PRIMORDIAL WOMB OF THE GREAT MOTHER...NON-EGO AND NOTHINGNESS...EMERGING STRENGTHENED BY THE ENCOUNTER WITH THE EGO INTACT.
-ERICH NEUMANN...
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TO SEE INTO SOUL MURDER IN DIAGNOSIS...THE PATTERNS AS 'BREAKING THE VICTIMS IDENTITY INTO CONTRADICTORY FRAGMENTS THAT FUNCTION INDEPENDENTLY WITHOUT EFFECTIVE SYNTHESIS...........
TO FACILITATE INTEGRATION............
MEANS OF ACCESS...AWARENESS TO GROTH OPPORTUNITY...........